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A moment of lucidity for you all

Fri Apr 17, 2009, 1:46 PM
  • Mood: Speechless
  • Listening to: the tapping of the keyboard
  • Reading: A story I wrote long ago
  • Watching: the white walls
  • Playing: with my hair
  • Eating: I'm hungry...
  • Drinking: nothing
Sometimes I wonder whether I am mature enough for leaving behind all those silly girl attitudes I have.

Sometimes I wonder whether if someday my fears of growing up will disappear... is it too much to ask for comprehension? I know I'm old enough to accept responsibilities, but all I want right now is to live in a fantasy world that is not understood by any other...

Sometimes I simply wish to stop being me, and to grow up and leave behind all those things to which I grew fond of... But then insanity comes again and reminds me of all those things I am missing if I give up on what I love, on what I am...

So, please, I must decline the invitation to real world and I hope you all understand that I do it because I am remaining true to myself and to what I grew to believe in. I'm not giving up on all of this just to go to that place that you call reality... In fact, I hate reality... too complicated for me.

So, thanks again for the invitation, but I must decline it with the childish behavior only I can accomplish.

Let insanity come back to me and end this moment of lucidity. I'm done.

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Nonsense defines my person...It rules itself over my empty and shallow body...I am nothing without it. But there it is logic...it's like the little devil on my left shoulder, trying hard for me to succumb before its presence; it is the Id of my psychological functions, but instead of succumbing before pleasure, it succumbs before logical thought processing.

I won't fall for its deceitfullness...Nonsense is my crown. I am its ruler. Hail the Queen of Madness, the Imperial Living Nonsense...

I am that dark and secret thought back in the confines of your mind...I rule your world.

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  • Current Residence: Horrorland
  • Interests: Writing, singing, music, movies, photography
  • Favourite movie: Alice in Wonderland, Peter Pan, The Dark Knight, A Clockwork Orange, The Rocky Horror Show
  • Favourite band or musician: HIM, AFI, MCR, The Adicts, The Ramones
  • Favourite genre of music: Punk, alternative
  • Favourite artist: Johnny Depp and Heath Ledger R.I.P.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Lewis Carol, James Barrie, Anne Rice, Jaime Sabinez, Edgar A. Poe
  • Favourite photographer: As long as it's photography
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod nano
  • Favourite game: Halo 3, Naruto, Max Payne
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: The Joker and Gir
  • Personal Quote: Between the boarders of a broken mind, insanity and reality are on war.

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:iconisaro69:
~Isaro69 Dec 7, 2009, 12:23:48 PM
tnx 4 the fav!

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“Many people die with their music still in them.
Too often is it because they are always getting
ready to live. Before they know it, time runs out"
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*Antmuzik77 Oct 19, 2009, 5:07:19 AM
Thankyou so very much for the recent support :)

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There's madness in my methods
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~JohnnyThat1Dude Oct 18, 2009, 9:59:34 AM
:iconhitlerdrugsplz:

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One flag, flaggy but one.

Anthro scares me. How do you think they became part animal?
:iconcitizenwolfie:
~CitizenWolfie Mar 30, 2009, 11:37:46 PM
Thanks for the fave!

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When there is no more room in Hell, the dead will walk the Earth...

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~Aileen-in-Horrorland Mar 31, 2009, 9:23:57 AM
You are welcomed!

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Little Addie, don't you see? There are roses falling at your feet! Everything dies around you, princess...everything but me...
:iconartifical-radio:
~artifical-radio Mar 30, 2009, 4:31:21 PM
Hey Aileen,
I was just kinda wondering if your answers were coming out as shot as mine on the homework.
I dunno, maybe I'm just not answering them right...
The first 2 on chapter 22 are a little confusing for me, do you know where to find the answer or maybe what it means?
I have things written down, I'm just not sure if they're right.

Thanks Aileen!
Talk to you soon!
XD
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~Aileen-in-Horrorland Mar 31, 2009, 8:01:31 PM
Some of them are coming out really short.
The first 2 I have them, but I can't remember where I found the answer, so here, I'll send the answers to you:

1. It started in April 1914, when Huerta refused to apologize for detaining American sailors in Tampico; Wilson sent 800 marines to seize the port of Veracruz to prevent the unloading of a large shipment of arms for Huerta.
The second event that took place was the massacre led by Pancho Villa; in January 16, the rebel army seized a train carrying gold to Texas from an American mine in Mexico; he killed 17 American engineers aboard .
On March 9, a band of 400 to 500 of Villa’s men crossed the border from a predawn raid on Columbus, New Mexico, where they burned down Columbus and killed 18 Americans. After this, President Wilson dispatched 12,00 troops, led by General John J. Pershing. Villa escaped and Wilson recalled Pershing to prepare the army for the possibility of fighting in the Great War.

2. Wilson, obviously, was not interested in external affairs; but he had to take matters into his hands for economical reasons. He had to get involved into Mexican affairs because of the Zimmermann telegram.

The last one was really short, tho; but I think it is ok.

Anyways, I can't find the last one from chapter 22 and the last one from chapter 23 XD do you have them? Or have you find them?

Here's my email in case you have another question: criminal.insane@hotmail.com feel free to add me :p

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Little Addie, don't you see? There are roses falling at your feet! Everything dies around you, princess...everything but me...
:iconartifical-radio:
~artifical-radio Apr 1, 2009, 7:27:00 AM
I don't know what she means by contributed on on the last question on chapter 22. like in a good or bad way?
And in all honesty I'm barely finishing up chapter 23 right now. lol....this is extreme procrastination. lol. I'll look for them and then I'll tell you what I got and hopefully you'll get it in time.
but for right now for 18 I think I'm going to put wilson contributed in a bad way...we'll see. lol.
^_^
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~Aileen-in-Horrorland Apr 1, 2009, 9:23:53 AM
It's alright; I think I've got numer 18... but I'm not sure; I just wrote down the number of people that the teacher mentioned during lecture, like the W. Wilson, Herbert Hoover, General Pershing, and also the industries.

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Little Addie, don't you see? There are roses falling at your feet! Everything dies around you, princess...everything but me...
:iconartifical-radio:
~artifical-radio Mar 27, 2009, 6:31:19 PM
Hey Aileen,
I was looking up the homework
for history and I saw that there was a message board assignment due today on the rise of the companionate family.
Its due at midnight today.
I hope you get this in time.
^_^
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